I haven’t been posting here much lately, and for some reason a feeling in my gut is making me want to. There’s so much I would like to say, but no inkling on how to go about it. Is that normal? Is it possible to feel so excited about something and not be able to express it at all? I never had such a problem before, and this is all new to me. I’m not showing any excitement at all, just continuing on as if this were any other normal week. But it’s not. Friday, my life will change — it’ll be better, I will officially have a friend.